Verse 1

The first track made in the summer of 2021.

Thanks to Ichika Nito’s track, “Awakening,” to which lyrics were dubbed over.

The lyrics are as follows:

Why’re you late? home isn’t waiting

left em behind cause you went sailing

in an ocean that no one knew even existed

too ignorant to know it, you knew, it ignored it.

there were signs, even rhymes, saying you wouldn’t

but went off and tried it, even your soul would’ve sensed it.

racked up a tab even the devil wouldn’t split it. 

So you went and still faked it, overbaking it, and now you’re faded.

Still daydreaming about last night’s

Don’t know the words to this last little part?

Don’t you worry, here’s a chorus for your repetitive heart.

You know it’s always late, home isn’t waiting

left em behind cause you went sailing

in an ocean that no one knew even existed

too ignorant to know it, you knew, it ignored it.

You ain’t that intense, you don’t drive a Benz.

It don’t got a super charger, you ain’t going super saying. 

This is like a pentatonics, a cappella hooked on phonics.

This is where it gets a little picked up cause

No one expects a mumble rap, being political up your ass,

mamma never told she love you, you never said that I do too.

hooked it, booked it, find out, tome out, your meat, off beat, my b, suck a D ,pray you’ll see so get down on your knees. 

But don’t count to ten, where is my zen.

Hand me a Benjamin, I’ll make amends.

Sherwood Williams won’t paint your sins

So maybe you should mop up all your fuck ups.

Whoa, why my insults gotta be so damn low?

I don’t know but I’ll leave you with a guitar solo.

Verse 2

A try in trilingual.

Je veux parler avec toi. 

言葉聞いて気持ち悪いか?

Speaking trilingually, Sending freaky texts,

four years later, fine I’ll never see you.

Maybe I should try, to learn from the goodbyes.

Didn’t know that I actually could lie.

Say you want it, dont know if i have it.

if you’re rocking, I’m rolling, let’s make some music.

didn’t think you were that smooth.

didn’t think i’d be into shrooms.

now we’re laying down in the nude.

Your fingers looking for the truth (right here).

My body testing out you (out there).

Scratch that, 23 back then.

too young, too lucky, amends in the making

Found each other with fucking thin patience.

Our love, a mind, my location, I ain’t sharing that.

So go right ahead, and request a meet up.

Say you need space, and the pandemic ends us.

Thoughts coming out of me, thots on their knees,

fuck off, with your asian fethises.

Tough on a hermit. Rough on you boredom.

There ain’t a moat for your sinking kingdom.

cut you off again. called you out again.

becoming the sluts we once used to shame.

going out with no t-shirt.

Necklace hanging with a guy t-posing

you pray to lions. I made an alliance.

Finally caught up

damn, you’re washed up.

Naivety brought me back out

hoping to regain clout now.

(look) i made my friends and family whole,

so why is it there this big fucking hole?

So maybe I should try to live again

Your eyes so wide, not even high?

marveling at a 4 year old sky.